frustated and depressed

march 15 the day of graduation…I’m supposed to be one of the graduates that day but unfortunately I wasn’t because I still have some minors left..people think that, its ok for me that I wasn’t able to graduate, but deep inside of me I wanna cry and shout till the last breath…but they did not see that what they saw, was my happy face that covered all my emotions…I’m also to blame why i wasn’t able to graduate because of my selfishness…but that’s that,I cant go back to the past…all i can do now is think of the future and what to do…totally I wanna go out to the world and work and proved to them that i can be what I want to be…someday i will be able to reach that….

who to choose?

ano ba talaga yung nasa malayo or yung taong nasa paligid mo lang?kasi most of teenagers or guys today court thru txt…at first mag txtmates tapos yun na ilang days pa lang manililigaw nah..yung gurl naman he liked the guy, but like and love is not the same they are totally differnt…but most girls confused like as love..kaya maraming girls ang naloloko..but if I’am to asked whether a long distance relationship or not…I will say, I will choose that someone whom I can trust with..I dont care if his from pluto…because for me love knows no distance..

SIMBANG GABI

It was  cold 3:30 am …me and my friends went to a nearby church, it was my first time to attend but sadly I have to go home before the mass started because I was so sleepy and we were not able to go inside because there are no vacant sits inside..and also I was not comfortable going to church not wearing appropriate dress for the Lord…so I went home and sleep….hmmmm……im still sleepy…

Retreat

as a student senior student we are oblige to attend a seniors retreat..i think every school require it anyway I will be away home tomorrow and Friday..I’m not excited about it because for me it would be boring..ahehehe.. … and ang sa lahat na ayaw ko sa retreat ay yon bang you have to say sorry to someone in your group and pag balik sa school wala parang your still enemies so plastic isn’t it? that’s why I told myself  when it comes to confession activity. I’ll never say sorry to whoever I done wrong with…kasi hindi ako plastic….hehhe…..

Thesis

being a fourth year college student is not that easy….oh did i say that i’am a iregular fourth yr student?ahehe.. :))  there a lots of projects and requirements to do to be able to gradaute this march..and so sad for me because i will not be joining them and my friends…the my two friends which is also my groupmate in our thesis will be one of the graduates, that’s why im giving my best shot to this so that they will be able to graduate this march…making a topic for our thesis takes us a long time to decide..we were able to see the scenery of the school campus..some are chatting, txting and some are practicing for the COSAA (its like a inter-school sports competetion)…until one of my friend said that “hey ! why dont we study about teenage preganancy?” like whow! its a great idea because nowadays teenage pregnancy is so rampant..even in our school there are many of them… and so on we decided about “The major environmental factors of teenage pregnancy”..its kinda interesting..and im so excited for it..ahehe :))

Cheerdance controversial..

i already told you about me joining our tigers squad rigth? well i got in… so many sleepless nigths and strees all over from ou practices, to be able to win the competition but too bad in the end we lose..at least we did not chrat like the other colleges in our school…they when because they cheated..rules are rules..but even the chairman of the event did not mind the rules because she sided just only one college…the rules said that no tossing and will be disqualified…but that college was not disqualified even if they have a 3 feet toss..still its a toss…some of the member of that squad its not a toss because its just 3 feet..are they damn mad?ahahahha….its still a toss in the air whether its 1 feet or above in the air…it was disspointing for the teacher in charge of the event (atenean teacher pa naman)..but anyhow..it doesn’t matter if we win or lose its still the school we choose and love…we did out best and we were able to entertain the big crowd…..

Long time

GOOODD MOOOWNNNIIINNN!!!!!!

its been awhile that i wasn’t able to write and visit my page … i was so busy with my school stuff and all…specially with our thesis….hope you guys enjoy your halloweeeeennnnnn……awoooooo….

CHEERDANCE

Since school has opened, it is a highlight of the school to have intramurals and competing with other colleges in our school and also develop camaraderie between players. One of the highlights of the intramurals is the CHEERDANCE competition between  other colleges and I’ am so fortunate that I have been chosen to be one of the cheerleader in our College and I’m so proud of myself for being part in the squad..sympre noh I love dancing….GO TIGERS! WIN OR LOSE IT’S THE SCHOOL WE CHOSE! GO SCHOOL OF ARTS and SCIENCES!

SCHOOL IS BACK

Its been a few months since I have been here, time really fly fast now isn’t it. As the school days has been already  started I look at myself as a disappointment to my family, I was supposed to graduate this school year but due to my failure of some of my subjects I cannot graduate this school year but its ok, I know that someday I’ll be finishing my studies soon and I’ll take up MA after that..ahhehehehhe….

OHAYOU HUNTER X HUNTER OPENING SONG

tanomi mo shinai no ni  asa wa yatte kuru  mado o

akete chotto fukaku shinkokyuu

fukuretTSURA no kimi  omoi dashite warau

KENKA shita yokujitsu wa  rusuden ni shippanashi daro

waraiau KOTO  nanigenai kaiwa

mainichi no kurashi no naka de  dou datte ii koto

nani mo kangaezuni ukande kuru kotoba  "FU" to shita

shunkan ga taisetsu datte

kimi ni "ohayou" tte itte  MESSEEJI o nokoshite

boku no ichinichi  hajime ni dekakenakya  marude nani

mo  nakatta mitai ni

denwa shite kuru  kimi no koe ga suki nanda

bukiyou ni natte ita  nani ga jama shite

atarimae na koto ga  futoumei ni natte

boku yori mo boku no KOTO o  umaku aiseru no wa

kimi shika inain datte  wakatte kuyashikattan dake do

sennyuukan tte jibun ni mo aru ne  douse DAME sa nante

jibaku mo sezuni

furidashi ni tatte  tohou ni kurete mo  hajime no ippo

 sukuwarete miru

* kimi to kata o kunde  kimi to te o tsunaide

  koibito dattari  tomodachi de itai kara

  "ohayou" tte itte  mata yume o misete

  shizen na sono ikikata de ii kara sa

minarete ita  kimi no hen na ji mo  daiji na KOTOBA

kaku to  shinsen ni mieru

sunao ni narenai sunao sa nanka ja  kimi ni nanni mo

tsutawaranai

mata "ohayou" tte itte  mata yume o misete

kyou mo genki de sugosetara II yo ne

konna ni tanjun de atarimae na koto ga  hontou wa

ichiban miushinaigachi dakara ne

me o aketa mama  miru yume  shiranai ashita e  hakobu

Merry-go-round goes

this song was mah favorite of all times…its has a good message on it and specially the anime  is so good..it tells us of different kinds of people and character but in spite of the differences they have..they become good of friends and they are always there to each other supporting and cheering them up…..